{"id":6696,"date":"2016-01-27T22:51:07","date_gmt":"2016-01-28T03:51:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/?p=6696"},"modified":"2019-05-15T13:50:06","modified_gmt":"2019-05-15T17:50:06","slug":"self-doubt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/?p=6696","title":{"rendered":"Self-doubt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There&#8217;s nothing like doing market research on a book to make you feel that you&#8217;re not so special.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bkconnection.com\/10-awful-truths-about-book-publishing\" target=\"_blank\">Hundreds of thousands of books<\/a> are published every year in America. The top nonfiction sellers mostly are written by people who are already famous &#8211; actresses, comedians, CEOs and mainstream media investigative reporters.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not famous, not even a little. I haven&#8217;t worked in mainstream media for more than 15 years, and I wasn&#8217;t famous then. My overseas career has mostly been in the trenches, while any glory to be had went to the presidents of those nonprofits I worked for.<\/p>\n<p>In the world at large, I&#8217;m a nobody. Even moreso in the worlds of photography, travel, cooking, and personal development, the areas in which I want to do books.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t have a sensational story, either. What I have to share comes from my small-town-Ohio-girl perspective on a big, confusing, complicated world.<\/p>\n<p>I like my photos, but they&#8217;ll never be in National Geographic or hang in the Museum of Modern Art.<\/p>\n<p>What pleased me is when people in North Georgia came face-to-face with ordinary Afghans in my four exhibits of &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/verista.org\/index.php\/the-exhibit\/\" target=\"_blank\">Beyond the Mountains<\/a>.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-6701\" src=\"http:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/IMGP0014-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"flower closeup\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/IMGP0014-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/IMGP0014-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/IMGP0014.jpg 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>And when they were startled to learn that an up-close photo of a blossom was just\u00a0a common weed, and it made them see that weed\u00a0like they never had before.<\/p>\n<p>But that just makes me a medium-sized fish in a very small pond. I don&#8217;t know how many people out there would care about the things I care about.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s the biggest doubt of all.<\/p>\n<p>Today&#8217;s penny is a 2008, the year I first hung my photos in a gallery in Jasper, Georgia.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There&#8217;s nothing like doing market research on a book to make you feel that you&#8217;re not so special. Hundreds of thousands of books are published every year in America. The top nonfiction sellers mostly are written by people who are already famous &#8211; actresses, comedians, CEOs and mainstream media investigative reporters. I&#8217;m not famous, not &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/?p=6696\" class=\"more-link\">read more <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Self-doubt<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":6699,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[318],"tags":[137,110,35,605,596,498,267,156,135,259],"class_list":["post-6696","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-refraction","tag-137","tag-afghanistan","tag-art","tag-bestsellers","tag-book","tag-flower","tag-georgia","tag-photography","tag-travel","tag-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6696","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6696"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6696\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6702,"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6696\/revisions\/6702"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6699"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6696"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6696"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6696"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}