{"id":9130,"date":"2016-09-11T20:58:13","date_gmt":"2016-09-12T00:58:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/?p=9130"},"modified":"2017-09-11T20:22:23","modified_gmt":"2017-09-12T00:22:23","slug":"flying-falling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lisaschnellinger.com\/pennies\/?p=9130","title":{"rendered":"Flying, falling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The smoke poured in from the hallways. The fire below raged like a huge demon.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>They could die of smoke inhalation. They could die in the flames. They could die when the floor collapsed under their feet.<\/p>\n<p>Or they could be free.<\/p>\n<p>They made a choice.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps for some there was a wild glimmer of hope, that in falling they could be seen and caught in a wide safety net. Perhaps a few believed that they would never feel the impact, would die of heart failure long before then.<\/p>\n<p>But I think that many of those who jumped that day made a beautiful, life-affirming choice.<\/p>\n<p>They chose to fly.<\/p>\n<p>In those long seconds that it takes for a human body to fall from a skyscraper, they had an open view of the water, the city, and the people on the ground who had made it out of the towers alive.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>They saw everything laid out before them at the moment they jumped, and felt it all around them as they rode through the air.<\/p>\n<p>They could roll, turn, spread their arms, kick their legs.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>They could think.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>They could breathe.<\/p>\n<p>They could fly.<\/p>\n<p>Those who watched the jumpers were horrified. Newspapers who ran the photo of the &#8220;falling man&#8221; were criticized.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I was far away, in Tblisi, on an assignment to train journalists. I watched hours and hours of television all through that night, and the next night, and the next.<\/p>\n<p>Of all the images that I stared at, the people who jumped from the towers gave me the most.<\/p>\n<p>I never thought of their action as suicide. I saw people taking a grand opportunity to live life to the fullest, to the very last seconds.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>They were, to me, the epitome of freedom. They were human, they had free will, and they did what we all dream of doing.<\/p>\n<p>They flew.<\/p>\n<p>Twelve years later I began to draw bodies, naked, pure, in every posture, reaching, dancing, lifting, expanding.<\/p>\n<p>I did a series of sketches to show my fellow artists at a critique meeting, and asked them if the figures were flying or falling.<\/p>\n<p>On some figures they were sure they knew. On others, not so sure.<\/p>\n<p>In that place of ambiguity lives a painting, a whole series of paintings.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I ask the universe to help me honor those people who flew, and help me make those paintings before I die.<\/p>\n<p>Today&#8217;s penny is a 2013, when I drew the first of Flying, Falling.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The smoke poured in from the hallways. The fire below raged like a huge demon.&nbsp; They could die of smoke inhalation. They could die in the flames. They could die when the floor collapsed under their feet. Or they could be free. 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