Today started out just like I expected. My birthday morning coffee was spectacularly special, because I shared it with the love of my life, Tom; my precious oldest sister, Ann; and my oldest friend, Dan; and all of us around the same table.
I grinned at birthday greetings from my friends all over the world – on the new iPad Pro that Tom bought me for my birthday.
After surviving a ruptured brain aneurysm, I felt like this was a big birthday to celebrate. It was the day to prove untrue my premonition from last September that I would not live out my 57th year.
Tom had been doing work emails at the dining table and said he was feeling uncomfortable from the long spell in that chair. He went to stretch out for a bit.
Dan, Ann and I played Charades and Pictionary. We wept with laughter over incomprehensible depictions of “Zoo,” “Puppy Love” and “Robin Hood.”
I went to check on Tom a couple times. I was worried about him. Something about the way he walked out of the living room.
I found him huddled in the bathroom. He told me to call an ambulance.
He couldn’t walk.
From the front seat of the ambulance, I watched cars ignore our blaring siren and flashing lights, and even pull out in front of us. The ambulance driver said his job has him pretty much in perpetual road rage.
At the ER, it didn’t take long for the doctor to diagnose Tom’s stroke.
We joked with the staff. I told them, “He’ll do anything to avoid playing Pictionary.”
He told them he was trying to make my birthday really special.
Tom immediately began fighting to recover. He tried constantly to extend, lift and move his arm, fingers, legs, toes on his right side. He refused all help.
But he said it was getting worse.
I wasn’t willing to entrust his brain to a small regional hospital. I requested a transfer to Cleveland University Hospitals, where there would be a whole neurology unit instead of one neurologist on call. Ann and Dan packed me a bag and brought it to me, along with some snacks.
The second ambulance ride started around 8:30, the time of our dinner reservation at a wonderful restaurant on the Vermillion waterfront. I fed Tom some summer sausage in between his examinations, and I ate cheese and trail mix that I had from the house.
The ambulance ride on the freeway included several near-misses with drivers who were texting or falling asleep. I begged my friends on Facebook to send prayers and calming thoughts. I was afraid my premonition might still come true in these last hours of my birthday.
After lengthy intake in Cleveland, a neurologist’s assessment and a chest X-ray, we don’t know what caused the stroke. Tomorrow will be more tests, and physical therapy.
Tom can rest a bit now. They are keeping close watch and doing assessments every two hours.
I am sleepless in a cot next to his bed. I stroke his arm when he is awake. I get the nurse when the alarm won’t stop.
I bite my tongue when he struggles to turn himself.
I smile in the dark when he snores.
Today’s penny is a 2014. That’s the last time Tom had a physical. He never did get the blood work done.
20 thoughts on “Not quite the birthday I expected”
Oh, Lisa,…I am so sorry, Prayers, good vibes and best wishes are on the way.
Shiraz and I are so sorry to hear this. You have our prayers and support, for sure.
Thanks, Kat – much appreciated.
Oh Lisa, NO. Tom is on my prayer list now, glad he is where they can help him. Sending love, S E
Thanks very much, Sue Ellen.
So sorry, Lisa. Healing thoughts for you, Tom, family and friends.
Larry, thank you. We appreciate the vast circle of support!!!!
Keeping you on n my thoughts and prayers. I know you are taking good care of him. He is in good hands, in many ways. Love and Hugs
Thanks Cin – but I’m extremely bummed that we didn’t have our get-together!!!!!
Lisa and Tom,
I am praying for the Lord’s healing power for Tom and His comfort and strength for you my friend.
Almost passed this post by this morning to read later. So glad I didn’t.
Prayer is powerful.
Please let me know if it is OK with you for me to pass this on to our Sunday School class, and add Tom to our prayer list. There are MANY folks in Big Canoe who know and love you both.
Happy to be on any lists of people who send support and love!! Thanks Patty
Boy, that god fella is a wanker, to be sure. Why would he do this to a nice man like Tom when he could zap the shitbags in the world? Better yet, he could just not be so malevolent to anybody. Thank heavens Tom had the best of American medical science still available to him. Good on yer, Tom and Lisa.
This is terrible news (as you well know). I trust in Tom’s strength and yours to get through this. Is there anything Jim and I can do to help? He’s a medical writer / data analyst at Providence / Swedish now, and he might know of neurologists in Seattle who could refer you to good people in the mid-west / south east. At any rate, he can read studies that would be incomprehensible to most. Please tell Tom he’s in my thoughts and has my prayers. Let me know if there’s anything we can do to help.
Thanks Adrienne. That’s a nice offer to have “translation services” from you and Jim. I’ve read a lot about the brain in recent months, but there ARE studies I’d love to have some interpretation on. I’ll be in touch.
I love ypo both. My prayers are with you. Everything will be fine, it is fine!
We know prayers are heard, so Tom will be okay, and you will find strength. Also, your sense of humor is great medicine for all those involved. Hang on to it.
Thanks Jaci – will do my best to stay funny!
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